Inner Naughty Thoughts

Awaiting Spring

2008-03-08T08:16:38Z

It's official, winter is not for me. Yes, sadly I will admit I am one of those "pansies" that whines about being cold and not wanting to go out. But really I am uncomfortable in the cold. In the summer I thrive and am most productive. Soon! I can feel it coming.. Life as been busy, I am keeping myself occupied anticipating school and classes in the summer.

Things I'm looking forward to this summer:
1. swimming in the quarries
2. Sunbathing
3. Laying in the grass
4. Sundresses
5. 10KLF
6. Turning 21
7. Road trip

I would like to say that I miss you girls. Kelly, Jill, Bridget, Tara, Alix. I would enjoy a nice weekend, or overnight, of us women. Board games, guy stories, Junkfood, and bonding. I like when we get together because I feel like it brings me back to earth. I get lost in the stress of everyday life and it's a great feeling to be in the presence of good company and have comfort from people you care about. We all have busy schedules but it can easily happen if we want it to. You in?

So much I would love to write about but I'm in a rush. Last words....I reccomend seeing The Last Mimzy , odd story but It's what I imagine a trip being like. They are starting the kids off early these days. Love Love

Today

2008-01-07T20:38:30Z

Today school sucks...and I don't like it.

I've been doing this whole health insurance process and it is driving me mad. I had to fill out 56468798651320 and 1 papers, have all pay stubs of money I have recieved since aug 1st, I have to give them financial aid info (why I dont know), i have to fax in all medical bills id like them to cover, and it all has to be done by today. well after a long process of getting things together all I had left to do was to have financial aid fill out a paper and fax it in...I bring in the paper and they say they wont do it until wed. ....wed is not today...if its not done today I dont get medical. In the end...I will not be coverd from aug which means I have many bills that will start heading my way. Why cant my parents have medical I can go under like every normal family. It's bull....I don't know where to go from here.

On the brighter side the weather is wonderful today.

Summer is only a couple days away

2007-05-08T19:08:06Z

My last final is tomorrow and I am exciting to be done with school. About freaking time. This summer I have many things I would like to accomplish and/or do. With all my hunnnies coming home it should be an enjoyable time indeed. I miss you all and cant wait for you to get home.

...anndd back to homework : ]

umm..

2007-04-10T17:15:24Z

They are in Love? Like IN-Love? Or is she the only one that feels it?

It's the most awkward feeling to have been in love with someone for so long and find out he is in love with another girl. Like...Love..it's a powerful word. I have this strange feeling and I don't know what to do with it. Anger? jealousy? sadness? I don't know..but I do know I don't like it.

Wow..this kind of sucks.

Pretty funny

2007-03-25T08:45:35Z

If you have time, its pretty good http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JGLv3IEL0VI ...damn u tube

haha this one is a must!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6B26asyGKDo

Ah alas a decent blog

2007-03-21T13:51:51Z

It is getting to be that time of year where I am having trouble doing homework and even attending school. I need to get back on track! First off Spring break is now over which makes me quite sad. My own sucked, I had a good weekend but I worked Monday-Sunday for a minumum of 8 hours. I crappy week was made up when you ladies came home for your Spring break..hoohaw. I've never smoked and drank so much in a week..ever. Haha well thats a lie, Summers bring me to my doom. Honestly though, isn't that what summers are for? My car broke down for the last time on St. Patty's day. Thank god Bridget came to help me! My car died in the left turn lane on 4th, downtown by Wells fargo. No one even stopped to help! Bastards.. Well, two sober people (yeah surprising I know) helped me push my car into a parking lot while bridget steered. Anyway, the car is in the shop now and I hope to god it wont cost a million dollars. I finally got my period after nearly 2 months of panic. God I don't want it anymore..it hurts so bad, now I remember why I was on birth control. I can't handle this kind of constant pain! Plus I have gas. Ugh.

Ok Ladies, this is it! I need to know who is going to California and who is not! So far Tara said she is coming for sure, Breanne is coming for sure, I am going for sure. Alix I know your a no..Jill are you in? You know you want this once in a lifetime experience. Point is, honestly no, I can't really afford it but I'll make it work because I'm only young once and I won't be able to do these kinds of things when I get older. Think of what experiences you will have! To me it is worth it. Yet again, that is why I am going. Soon I will be purchasing the plane tickets..well not SOON, but sooner than later because they will be cheaper now than in the summer. For a vague description it will be around $400-$450 a person (depends on how many people go) for round trip tickets and hotel for a week. The hotel is located on sunset blvd right in the middle of LA and all the awesome things LA offers. Oh, and it will be in or around June. Oh god and just think...THE PRICE IS RIGHT BABY! I just creamed my pants. *shakes* haha. Well it's time for class. I love you all!!

xoxo

so uhh.

2007-03-17T08:06:56Z

im drunk...haoooy early sant patties day...leon totally madeout with me..what a fuckig hotttie. mmmmmm....hahah omg tonight has beeen such a good night. i iwhsh you ladies would have come partiede with me. i love u all. mucho muhco kisses. for reals.

GAAAHHH!!!!

2007-03-14T06:22:24Z

SERIOUSLY PEOPLE! I need a good book to read! It has been to long and I need my mind to have adventures..haha. But seriously, please recommend some I am at a loss right now!

thanks and much love.

currley05 @ 2007-03-04T06:04:00

2007-03-04T12:05:26Z

I got my nipple peirced tonight. ow.

Secrets

2007-03-03T19:20:17Z

Anal Rapist

Spring break baby yeah

2007-02-22T05:41:48Z

If anyone has read the comment on Alix's blog you would have noticed that I am throwing a Luau over spring break. I was going to do it during my spring break but I will hold off until Alix and Bridget are in town. It will be a wop (sp?) so start getting excited! I am planning on having the heat as high as I can so wear summer clothes, swimsuits are a plus! uhh...yeah, thats it for now. If anyone has any questions just ask!

currley05 @ 2007-02-20T00:36:00

2007-02-20T06:37:25Z

Kelly you are officially in New Zealand...I envy you. If you find a gorgeous man snag another one back for me as well. Have fun love, I miss you already!

currley05 @ 2007-02-08T16:21:00

2007-02-08T22:23:19Z

So today I am getting my hair done..I'm nervous on how it is going to turn out.

Yet again I sound like a 50 yr old smoker with non stop coughing a nasty voice. My throat hurts like crazy..god I love this time of year.

Who wants to go sledding Sunday? PLEASE?!!!???!!!!

I stole this from my cousin Nick

2007-02-08T22:20:08Z

60 above zero:
Floridians turn on the heat.
People in Minnesota plant gardens.

50 above zero:
Californians shiver uncontrollably.
People in Duluth sunbathe.

40 above zero:
Italian & English cars won't start.
People in Minnesota drive with the windows down.

32 above zero:
Distilled water freezes.
The water in Bemidji gets thicker.

20 above zero:
Floridians don coats, thermal
underwear, gloves, wool hats.
People in Minnesota throw on a flannel shirt.

15 above zero:
New York landlords finally turn up the
heat.
People in Minnesota have the last cookout before it
gets cold.

Zero:
People in Miami all die.
Minnesotans close the windows.

10 below zero:
Californians fly away to Mexico
People in Minnesota get out their winter coats.

25 below zero:
Hollywood disintegrates.
The Girl Scouts in Minnesota are selling cookies door
to door.

40 below zero:
Washington DC runs out of hot air.
People in Minnesota let the dogs sleep indoors.

100 below zero:
Santa Claus abandons the North Pole.
Minnesotans get upset because they can't start the
Mini-Van.

460 below zero:
ALL atomic motion stops (absolute zero
on the Kelvin scale.)
People in Minnesota start
saying..."Cold 'nuff fer ya?"

500 below zero:
Hell freezes over.
Mondsview Public schools will open 2 hours late.

I feel like I am going to hurl

2007-02-02T15:51:18Z

I am pretty upset with myself right now, but not in a horrible way. Last night started off pretty chill, after work I finished my homework ( I have a test today in Psych) and got in my pj's and layed in bed. I got a call at 12:30 from my co workers scotty and dan dan who I had worked with last night. After about 20 mins of begging they finally got me out of bed and over to Scotts house to drink. Not such a good idea. But it was at the time! For some reason I kept thinking it was monday today and I had all of my freaking classes..even though like 10 times i corrected myself saying..oh its actually friday tomorrow. STILL I got up early thinking I had class at 9 and all of my other freaking classes today when I really only have one class at it was at 10. GAH! Now i have a shitty hangover and I feel kind of sick. Thats what I get for drinking on a weekday. At least I did it once to realize just HOW shitty it is. This needs to stay on the weekends.

Ok, so who is actually going to the cities with me on Friday the 9th? Tara you said you were for sure. Bridget are you going to get dropped off there on Friday? If so what time? Jill, you need to come! You too Alix! Kelly..suck balls? Just kidding, I love you anyway. For details it would only be for the day. I figure we could go to the science museum and the MOA and out to eat or something. Im thinking keep it cheap but still have fun..its possible! My cousin Jackie will also be joining us, but she is kick ass anyway and it wont be akward. I think you have all met her before anyway..maybe?

This weekend...I work 4:30-8or 9ish? tomorrow 9-5. sunday I have off. Lets do something!

oh. I have finally gotten the balls to color my hair. I am doing it this weekend. Hurray for me!

I feel like I just crapped my pants

2007-01-26T19:09:08Z

I seem to be using that phrase a lot..but it seems to be a good one to describe how I feel. Nobody likes crapping their pants. Today I feel like I crapped my pants and I had smelly diareahha (sp?)..from all week. Stressful i tell you..write about it later<3

TONIGHT

2007-01-26T17:18:06Z

hangout with me after work...whoever is in town.

Ill make some calls..

For bridget

2007-01-24T19:32:20Z

Enjoy

currley05 @ 2007-01-23T12:28:00

2007-01-23T18:41:25Z

Omg I am going to freak out now. I spent time on this long journal getting out my frusterations and I clicked on this eduspace thing so I could study for my damn math test I have in about 20 mins and what happens? Instead of opening a new window it changes this one! SOOO it deleted everything! FUCKNESS! Grr...way to add more to my stressful day...god and my arm hurts like crap (it's black now..ewww)..

well, it was nice that tara and I went out for coffee..quite enjoyable.

I need some rest.

quick facts

2007-01-22T21:06:52Z

So I'm in the compter lab and I accidentally did one of the things where its really quiet and i see something extreamly hilarious and just bust laughing...I very quickly covered my mouth and tried to hold it in...haha good times.

thank you to whoever gave me my facebook addy..i was doing mpoma@css.edu forgetting the hat at the end...go figures.

hurray orgasmic news...I BOUGHT A CAR!!!! its a red 96 pontiac sunfire...its a lot smaller than i would have liked but I got it for cheap, its a girly car, and its really cute. Oh em gee I have an effing car again. FREEDOM!

must go. Much love<3

currley05 @ 2007-01-19T11:58:00

2007-01-19T17:59:47Z

ps. today seems to be a good day. I get my financial aid check and I keep getting sexy look from sexy guys...ahh I put in a little extra oumph today to look decent and it worked. Hurray!

boycrazy

currley05 @ 2007-01-19T11:57:00

2007-01-19T17:58:37Z

yet again I will ask. I am locked out of my facebook account because I forgot my email addy to css ( i have become used to my addy from SCTC) could someone look at my profile and get it for me? thanks!

Weekend review

2007-01-17T14:43:34Z

So this weekend was an extremely eventful one. Friday started off slow with doing a lot of homework during the day and sitting around watching Billy play his WII (which by the way he didnt let anyone else try and is now in his room. Oh, did I tell you guys he decided to buy the WII instead of pay his rent? Haha ohh yes what a favorite roomate of mine. Maybe he will get kicked out soon...) most of the night with his girlfriend. It was ended by Steve and Adam coming over to get me to go to a party with them, hurray! We went to a Keg that was a sausage fest and I felt violated by all the guys eyes. So they wanted to go to the bar and wanted me to go with..but I'm obviously not 21. One of their friends Chelsea that we were with had her sisters Id and let me use it..(AND keep it, but I doubt I will use it again) my hair was straight so we oddly look similar...haha kind of. Anyway, point of this story is that it worked and I had my first night drinking in the bar. Many people bought me drinks and afterwards we all hit the dance floor. I got to dance with steve a bunch of times and he grinded on me..mmmm haha. Oh Steve why do you have to have a girlfriend of 5 years? *sigh* What a hunk. We got home around 2:30ish and continued drinking until 5. I had to cut myself off and go to bed to work at 9 of the am.
Saturday I was suppose to work 9-v (volume)which is usually a 5 hour shift but turned into a 9 hour shift. Needless to say I was pist. I got home and was hours behind schedule. I had to clean the house, take a shower, and decorate for Alix's party. I rushed and got it all done and the night was amazing. I have a question for Alix...Tara and I left for about 15-20 mins and you were sober when we left but trashed when we got back...what happened?! haha. Anyway the party was a hit, I could def use more good nights like those. And omg that cake was soo good! What is the recipie? Water and a can of diet coke? I must know!
Sunday I had to work again at 9 in the morning after 4 hours of sleep, and this time it was actually a volume shift. I got home, took a shower, did some homework ...did I nap? I dont remember much of sunday. I do remember it ending nicely with me getting my cuddle fest on. mmhmm.
Monday...woke up..homework 15 mins...hour break...homework 15 mins...hour break..homework 45 mins...hour break...repeat...bed time. Yup, that was monday.

Now is another long freaking week of stuggling with my Math homework and being tired everyday. I decided I officially hate tuesdays. I am at school from 8-6 then I have to go straight to work (they always schedule me to be there at 6 even when they know I have class until 5:50) and close on pizza which means I am there until 10:30-11ish. By the end of the day I am exausted and too tired to do homework, let alone take a shower. Gr.

Time for class. Love.

Defeated

2007-01-11T19:23:18Z

I loathe the feeling of trying as hard as you can to understand a concept but fail. That is me with my College Alg class. Yes, I have never been exceptional with my math classes but at least I understood them and got through with a C or B. My problem is I am trying to teach myself from reading the Math book..th eonly reason is because my Prof talks and helps with math problems we didnt understand for the assignment that is due for that day for 40 mins and explains how to do new things for 10. Im sorry, but I cant teach myself how to do math! For my psych class and any other I am fine just reading out of the book and understanding concepts..I am just retarded when it comes to Mathematics. I need that time for him to show us how to do things and for us to ask questions about them..10 mins just doesnt cut it. On the assignment that is due today I have spent a total of oh...3 hours maybe, trying to understand it. I swear I have read the chapter explinations about 10 times but they skip a lot of steps to actually help me understand what the hell they are doing. URRGGHHH! I don't want to drop it because not only do I need the 3 credits, this is something I realy wanted to excel in because I know I am not the best at math. the last two assignments I was fine...it took me awhile and it was hard work but I did it.

I am going to talk to the prof and hopefully he will be able to change a couple things or point me towards a tutor that will be able to teach me.

im so furstated.

currley05 @ 2007-01-11T08:16:00

2007-01-11T14:17:35Z

ps. I am locked out of my facebook account..or more of because I forgot my css email addy. Could someon look on my page and tell me? haha thanks!